You know what? I love Islam, and I would give my life to maintain my faith because I don’t know how I would live without it. BUT Islam does NOT define the entirety of who I am. I will not apologize even in the guiltiest depths of my soul for saying or thinking things that touch upon deeper metaphysical questions but are not in any way drawn from or inspired by the materials of the Islamic canon.

sorry, that's been bothering me for some time now. Probably from the very beginning.